samuel

2009-04-06T12:46:00.000-07:00

Something u guys would want to know more about me ==''

I day dream more when I am awake. =D I can do things on my own and make fast decisions. Always determined. I am hard-working in all ways. Seriously, I DON LIKE TO WAIT FOR PEOPLE WHO ARE ALWAYS LATE. Better take note of this. I can be a cold-hearted devil. Hahas ^^ So u guys better play safe.

When I was very young, my daddy and mummy didn took care of me. I was push to every family. I didn even learn a singer thing when I was young. I get caned by my dad everyday even though I was 4 to 13 years old. Everyone in my family hates me and I got no friends to share my pain with. Always get bully and yet I dont mind helping them when they needed help. In school, I put on a fake smile and Im so tried of it. Though there were friends who came to me and asked me what happen, =.= whats the point, they cant even gain my trust, backslap and yet bully me. My dad knows nth about me. I rather live alone. I want experience lots of new things, learn from them and expand my horizons. Not for anyone else. I want to do my absolute best for myself to realize my true self. That's why I want to be No.1 in everything, always trying my best and not letting myself down because of my past. Further my career is the only thing in my mind =D Seriously I am such an idiot most of the time. XP

I change because of someone very important to me. Really miss her badly.

2009-04-04T09:12:00.000-07:00

To lame passerby,
Please grow up. Using people names n tag my blog. Who cares. Go ahead n write some more =D

HEY GUYS JUST DON CARE ABT MY TAG BLOG. THIS LAME GUY USING PPLS NAME. =.=''

2009-04-01T07:04:00.001-07:00

HAHA everyone makes mistakes. Did I say anything abt using my dance against u.
READ PROPERLY. Go to my tag box n read again. Hais really ned some check up on your eyeside. Poor thing.
Use any of your talent and have a competition between us.
Dance, drawing, cooking ANYTHING _l_ I bold it for u. Scare u cant see it zzzzz
Do u know the meaning of anything =.=
OMG who would wan to bully a dumb ass like u.

2009-03-31T10:28:00.000-07:00

Hey guys.
Just don care abt my tag blog. This person abit crazy.

1.Busy dancing = good at dancing. NO MEANING and since when I say my dancing is good. He ned to check his eyeside. I joining dance competition of coz busy dancing

2.Listing all the girls name = kyna and huimin. NO MEANING I only see 2 names.

3.Stop ur flirting if not Jesus will punish u = NO MEANING This crazy person know nthing abt me and Jesus. Lol

4.I have better vocab den u, so ur even lamer = NO MEANING Better vocab den me means I am even lamer. Lol Joker

5. WELL U KNOW NOTHING ABOUT ME. Hmm better find a doctor n do some check up.

So fun playing with u, hahas long time never play with dumb ppl like him
WELL This is only for this dumb dumb.

2009-03-25T04:45:00.000-07:00

To Huimin

Well a very nice and cheerful girl. Hmm the way she talks very cute n cheerful. Wishing her food could fly to her >.< lazy GIRL I wonder iszit really u or your friends or smth, the way u talk to me abit weird.

2009-02-27T03:17:00.000-08:00

Wont be blogging for 1 week. Studying n busy dancing.

2009-02-25T03:45:00.000-08:00

So tired .... I hardly slept at all because I kept dreaming of kyna. TT Really miss her

Had been thinking wat my teacher told me today. Well she told me to motivate the class to be like me. Near me =='' To make them all a leader, dream on. They know even know when is the time to have fun n when to be serious. Always ned to be shouted at n ask them to BE QUIET. U guys think is easy to be a teacher den how abt u take over him n teach us since all of u like to talk to much. Everytime when someone needs help, I will always be the one helping out. U f people think this is a show off. U guys didn even stand up n help. Thinking tt samuel will do all the shit job. None of u understand how I feel.

I will just be quiet. Don bother talking to me. I will just pretend no one was there.

How can I smile if there is nothing worth being happy about !

Well I get use being alone. I REALY MISS HER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My heart n mind are filled with kyna ....

I tot I did get over her but it seem to get worse. hahas

Next time we meet, I can face you with a much more mature feeling. By then, the fire in my heart might have gone down... Leaving the ashes. If only thos could bury the feelings I have for u

2009-02-24T03:04:00.000-08:00

I wont help anymore. Not going to smile or even talk to anyone.

I will solo everything on myself. Had ENOUGH OF THIS.

Really had enough of this

2009-02-21T07:09:00.000-08:00

Today is mei ling birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ^^
I slept until 1 plus today. Den gilynna msg n call me. Ask me to go for her bd. == Last min tell me. hahas I wanted to sleep longer coz at night got dance n dinner to attend. Ytd 2.4 run plus fitness test plus i still sick.
I REALLY NED ONE WHOLE DAY REST.
Seens my friend all go beside tt kl, I woke up and took a taix there to meet them.
After all reach the meeting place, mei ling told us tt she ate already. zzzzz all of us dam hungry. We took 1h to choose which place to eat == den gilynna got pissed with them. She walk off n went to bugis to eat ALONE. Jaivs wanted to go with her but got scolded by her. hahas She wanted him to join us. After finish eating, we went to play pool. On the way there, I called gilynna to come alone. Lucky she reach them in time. We book 2 tables. Girls 1 side boys 1 side. ^^ I just learn from them and I won the first 3 rounds hahas.... Im just lucky

Gilynna and mei ling ned to reach home early so all took a taix to HQ to play lan gameing. 3 taix wor lol. All of us playing games but I didn join them. Nt feeling well. CK and the rest wanted me to join them for dota before going home. Yeah we won inhouse. Hahas

I quickly walk home for dinner == so hungry. O.o ya my dance members msg me to meet them next week n I cancel the rest of my stuff.

Well today was very fun ^^ Hope u guys enjoy too. Nite nite

2009-02-19T22:59:00.000-08:00

I went to did my pull up and others. Yeah. I get all gold but sadly my 2.4 timing didn get gold. After all the pull up and others, str8 away go for 2.4. I was dam tired. My timing use to be 9.2 but today i fail to get it. My timing was 10.47. ROAR Quite sad abt it.

I could have give up during the 2.4 run. While I was running, I rmb wat kyna told me smth. Get 1st k. Try your best and she gave me a very cheerful smile. I juess I miss her too much. Hopefully next wed, I wont see her in school. If I look at her, I will turn sad. Hahas I got 4th during the run. Thank my class for cheering me up.

I change myself coz of her. Some of my friends like my old me. Haiz. I so quiet nw. I wont really smile all the time and I will just give the boring looks.

Everything I do reminds me of her. Anyway I like my new me. Hard-working, Never say die, sometimes too serious.

Though I miss her, im very happy tt we both are still friends. Tts the only thing I ask for.

Well I have forgotten the past but only the time I spend with u.

All the best for your N level and STOP BEING LAZY. Jia you

WOW Great news. Someone called me and wanted me to join thier dance group for dance competition. Tml start training. Cant wait to see them =D hahas

2009-02-19T05:19:00.001-08:00

Busy =D

2009-02-18T04:41:00.000-08:00

Yea. We learn something new =D All abut eggs. We use all kinds of method == I ate too much of eggs today. Before we went for lesson, we went for a talk. Always got talk. So boring lo.... After skl I went home and shower. Those classmates who sit near me got sick. hahas I very bad leh. Anyway Im sry. TODAY DAM Hot. ^_^

I wanted to stay at home to study for tml test. I study till mad. But i promise her to go for wushu to help her =D Didn see Annabelle for so long. She still can recognise me. Others cant even know who im. ==''

I went bk to skl with my friends. I walk pass the dance room and Qing Hui shouted SAMUEL SAMUEL. I got a shock. hahas Anyway ltr im going to see her a the dance room. Don ned to shout ma ^^ Chinese dance n wushu in 1 room for SYF training. Those guys from wushu dam cute n funny. They always make the same mistake. Ltr on, lina n the rest came to visit them =D Don noe y all come bk on this day.

Me and lulu was like dam tired. We had dinner together ^^ Thanks for treating me. Next time is my turn to treat. Is don wan den I make smth for u. hahas Send her home. It was abt 8 plus. Wow I still ned to head bk home n study. Nw im like half dead .....

She ask me whether i got gf. I dam busy lo, do u think i have time for tt ....

I cancel everything like outside wushu training n stuff.

TT Mr busy Pig

2009-02-17T02:57:00.000-08:00

My Horoscope ==
Whether you want to move forward in a job, a relationship or a personal goal, you won't go anywhere without formulating a plan first -- and today is a great day to do it. You're in a great phase of clarity, and you are ready to do what it takes to make big leaps forward. So think big, and accept the fact that there may be a certain level of risk involved. It won't be as bad as you fear, and it's sure to be much better than you hoped. This could be the start of a very busy and exciting time.

Ned to study so nt going to say so much =D sry

2009-02-16T04:48:00.000-08:00

Morning go to school just for a talk by the VP == So boring I tot tt would take him abt 1-2h. Its only 20mins =='' Cant go home coz too early so our teacher hold us bk. Plan BBQ for our class for the next hoilday =D Those wan ton gd, those don wan also must ton. =D hahas After tt went home n study. I study till fall asleep == lol

WOW my time table change =D thanks to my teacher

Got time to help her but I still ned some time to study TT

Tml making some soup =D Hope I will score well.

My Super dog XD LOVE HIM

2009-02-15T06:41:00.001-08:00

Sorry for nt turning up for wushu to help u. Haiz So busy. I try asking my teacher to change my time table. Didn see u for a very long time. Kinda miss u TT. If u need me, I will try my best to help out. Cant wait to see u again (>.<) Cheer up. =D My life is always so busy. Hahas Your smile brings joy and Sweetness to everyone =D Didi Love U
To My One And Only Lulu

My dream girl XD too bad she is my jie >.<

2009-02-14T06:13:00.000-08:00

Didn went out with anyone =D

I stayed at home n study. hahas so hard working leh XD

Went out for dinner. The bill was like 200 plus lucky nvr order fish -- so ex 95 for 1 fish.

Someone came to my house to give me chocolate ==

Charmaine thinks I wan to show off =='' I don think there is a ned to show off

Anyway
Happy Valentine Day to all

=D wow

Most of u will think I still like kyna. My ans is NO. == Stop asking me

I only miss the time i spend with her. ^^

STUDY STUDY STUDY

2009-02-13T03:41:00.000-08:00

Went to skl for pe lesson. After pe, went to have our launch, some girls give me .... (u all should noe wat) haiz ned to stay back for lesson >.<

Today end very late coz of tt F classmate of mine. Do thing F slow =.=

I don like him. Stress den cry like a baby.

I call kit to meet him after his stuff n i waited for him at tiong for 1h plus.

AND HE WENT HOME HAPPILY AND I CALLED HIM, HE TOLD ME HIS PHONE NO BAT. _l_ still can ans my call. Make me run after him == so tired after tt boring lesson

Thanks to a girl tt i don even know. =.=

But she was very cute, her face turn kinda red wor.

Nth better to do in class == cute rite

Thanks to the five girls for the gift. Ps worx. i throw away your flower == is Dead anyway. Sry XP

Why my life always so busy TT

2009-02-12T04:45:00.000-08:00

Next week got test. Omg i scare i might fail. So much to study. == I pass my sickness to my friends hehe. Sorry guys =D

Im going to join a cooking competition TT this might be very hard for me. The whole sg ppl can join. I ned to face so much pros. TT haiz

Just nw my small bro very _l_ Im in a match of dota, ask me can let him use coz of his hw. I told him to wait n he called my dad. == I let him use den he log into his acc n don noe which hw to do. Still can tell me the wrong website. His username n password, he ask me. Like i know ......

So pissed off with him. Waste my time helping him. SO SO SO busy. I think i don even have time to enjoy with my friends. TT Still ned to join CCA

KL Don go to far hor. Choose 1 and leave the rest. Stop ..... into thier heart ==

To C____ : Thanks for the rose

To R____ : Thanks for Notes and ..... ( Don wan to say. Very ps)

To E ____ : Next time don buy so ex stuff for me == Smth made by u will do k =D

To F ____ : Thats smth i wan from a person. =D Thanks hahas

To S ____ : Thanks for the lovely chocolates. I didn know u will make chocolates for me worx. Still sick. Cant eat. Hahas Thanks anyway.

To K ____ : Your present is always the best XD I will keep it in my heart

To J ____ : Thanks for the gift =D

To Y ____ : Thanks for the chocolates n the card =D

Lazy to put the rest ==''

Erm thanks for everything. Those of u busy den don meet me la. Haix yo. I sick leh. Ltr pass all the sickness to u den how. Friday i got skl ending very late, tts y I don wan to meet tml. Got alot of work to do. Anyway, im sry. Nvr prepare gifts. If i prepare, sure poke =='' U all should know the why I don wan to go out with any of u on Valentine Day. Firstly, im still sick, secondly if unfair to others. hahas I don wan to pull your real name. Ltr ppl ask me who is she n so on.

Ppl will think tt when someone has lots of gift from girls, they will think tt im flirt or smth. Wat to do ......

MR BUSY MAN XD

2009-02-10T01:24:00.000-08:00

Today sick still ned to go to skl ==

Go to skl 1h earlier.... Reach there day dream n eat

I make 3 type of soup and 1 sauce. Wow. I finish first and was able to get gd comment from my teacher but still ned to improve on alot of things =D

Got mc so i went home early. hahas ... Go home n sleep.

I think I getting bored of dota leh. Everything own noobs, no meaning == waste my time. sg so few pros. hahas

So bored this few days

Studying nw for tml soup.

Anyway thx guys for tagging my blog.

When I picture you smiling

I miss you so much it hurts

I guess that's how it is

when you love someone as much as I love you

You are on mind and in my heart.

All the time day in, day out and I wouldn't have it any other way

Just knowing you are out there and that before long

I will hold you and kiss you again

helps me get through the day

I am saving up so many things

to share with you

and laugh and talk about with

YOU
To: Kyna

2009-02-09T03:43:00.000-08:00

Thanks peiling n Benz for helping me to cr8 my blog. Feel free to tag my blog.

Today went to see a doctor after skl. So sick. ==

Nt very happy with tt Kl

I ask him wan study together this sat, he told me tt he has started studying and ask me to FK OFF.... I asked if he wanted to study on sat together =='' Tts how a he reply me. I rather don talk to a friend like him.

Abit weird leh. Girls ask me to go out on Valentine Day. Guys should be the one asking girls rite == funny.....

Resting at home =D